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Thank you so much! 🤗 I do feel much better already, things are starting to look up! So glad Wolfy turned out great! I wasn't sure if everything was working well together in this post, but oh well, seems like he turned out pretty ok in the end! 😁 Can't wait for his next epic song, haha!

Psilocybin is a natural antidepressant found in many types of mushrooms. Unfortunately, some vendors are tricking people by selling them Amanita muscaria or "fly agaric", the mushroom that is toxic and does not contain any psilocybin. This mushroom was traditionally used by shamans for their rituals, with effects similar to psychedelics.

Amanita muscaria contains two main compounds: muscimol and ibotenic acid. These are different from psilocybin and do not have any health benefits. Muscimol affects neurotransmitters in the brain, dampening its activity (similar to Valium), while ibotenic acid is a toxin similar to glutamate that can harm the brain.

Muscimol poisoning rarely leads to death, mostly causing severe digestion problems. Ibotenic acid may cause long-term neurological damage - it is normally used in research labs to destroy specific areas of rat brains to study the function of different brain regions.

So while harvesting and consuming fly agaric is not strictly forbidden in most countries, promoting it as a "health product" is a serious issue. So I'll let someone else play the Russian roulette with their body. I'm sure microdoses aren't lethal, but I don't want to deal with any digestion problems and loss of brain cells.

As for lemon and black pepper, of course I love them both and always use them as spices in my kitchen, and turmeric too. But I'm afraid they won't help if the main problem is lack of fresh air, pollution, flickering lights, overwork and poor sleep habits. First I'll try to fix those main issues...

I'm solving problems while it's still very easy to solve. I hope things will not go too far in the future, I need to survive if I want to keep capturing those hard hot penors on soft foldable princelings! :D

Thank you so much! The massage wasn't something I requested but I was ordered to get it for my chronic shoulder stiffness that rarely eases up, probably because of poor posture and stress.

In fact, I hardly even sit down at all, I've got an adjustable height desk, so I'm mostly standing. When tired I sit down upon a couple of balance discs stacked upon a small box to make the height perfect for the knees. The feeling is similar to those stability balls that are trendy nowadays, but without looking too weird.

Occasionally I'll try to sit on my gamer chair but always regret it after a few hours after getting lower back pains from it... I think chairs were the main cause of my back problems before, luckily some genius invented adjustable height desks with electric lifts. But I discovered an easy way to treat lower back pains anyway, just by sitting on those balancing discs, somehow they have some mystical healing powers...

I wasn't sure if Wolfy's intense hardon has anything to do with the song, I was just trying to add more fun to it, so it's good to hear it wasn't completely off-base :D

Well, I've never been in another world, so this one is all I know. If it's absurd then so be it - it could be absurd, meaningful, beautiful, cruel, chaotic, calm, guess it depends on a personal point of view. So in the end, we could say it's the person who's absurd, not the world itself.

This week I've seen several people while visiting a medical center - everybody seems to live in their own imaginary world. When I think of Yunia or 2201, I deliberately make up things just to make fun pictures, but people really do believe all sorts of political crap, talk nonsense about things they cannot know and live within their crazy made-up worlds for real - and they do take it seriously. It's specially weird to see how it makes people happy to be so puny and ridiculous - there's something they've never seen or experienced, but they already have a strong opinion about it, ready to argue and even punch you if you don't agree. Poor pathetic, petty humans, but the morons are the majority on this planet and you gotta deal with them, when sometimes there's no other choice.

谢谢你的关注和鼓励！我也会继续努力让自己更好，而不是只顾着把自己的不开心发在互联网上。你们的支持是让我感到暖心的一大来源。谢谢你们对我这些年来的支持。
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Thank you for your attention and encouragement! I will continue to work hard to improve myself, instead of just posting my unhappiness on the Internet. Your support is a great source of warmth for me. Thank you for your support over the years.

Thank you so much, Joka! So glad to get back to hot art - usually I completely lose the ability to enjoy it during tough times, so it's a sign things are getting better! And yes, anything that can cheer up even a bit is amazing, haha. I really hate the kind of smartasses who pretend that if you feel sad you should go deeper into sadness to explore it - with such heartless jerks around, it's no wonder the suicide rate is so high among people who choose to trust psychiatrists, psychologists, religion and other such trash.

The best way I personally find to deal with it is to change the music to something uplifting because most music in the world is extremely depressive, I have no idea why people have little to no variety in terms of making sad music. I think maybe because humans are pathetic and their egos are so boosted they're trying their best to be deadly serious at all times. It's so much more enjoyable to listen to something more post-ironic, the form is serious but at the same time you can almost feel the crooked smile of the author behind the track.

Music that's not desperately trying to touch your heart and play on the strings of your nerves, but rather reduce everything to a game, playfully making fun of this whole existence. Sadly 99.9% of music is deadly serious, made by very serious people - I can barely name a few bands that I've heard which have that kind of humor in them, while not turning themselves into a complete joke band... Tenacious D, maybe Dio himself, just people who make you think "man, you can't be serious" but at the same time the music is kickass...

Sorry don't know why I can't stop babbling... I just wanted to say thank you for being one of very few people who responded to all these musical posts I tried to make in 2024.

Thank you so much!! To explore the intersection of eroticism and physical flexibility is a wonderful experience, but it's so much more special when others can appreciate it too and leave such positive comments. Trying to enjoy something alone in the vast emptiness of the dead internet would be pretty sad... But that's the feeling I get from posting on X, DA, Discord, etc. It feels like my site is the only place that's still alive. The rest of the world just seems to have vanished...